it's been 2 months. i can honestly say that I've never been happier.  for a very long time, i kept on ranting about him; how i was back to square one, how i was on a roller coaster ride that doesn't seem to end, how i wish i never knew him.  but last Jan. 16, everything changed.  every blogs i wrote translated into senseless group of words.  my best friend and i became more than just best friends.  hah, as i read may previous blogs, i can't help but smirk and sometimes even sigh out a laugh. everything seemed to be at the right place at the right time. but not every relationship is smooth-sailing.  i know that for a fact.  but whatever happens, I'm here to stay.  i'm in it for the long haul, smooth ride or not. i'm in love. ^_^